Through someone else's eyes
Sunday, March 1, 2009 at 08:26PM I am not sure what if anything this has to do with elves, but it has to do with dreams and reality.
Last year I had a very detailed, real seeming dream. Now, understand that I don't normally remember my dreams, but I remembered everything about this one and still do.
In the dream, I was not Lesley and yet was Lesley. In physical form I was a very beautiful and young Chinese girl, early 20s at most. It was modern times and I was in a big city, perhaps Beijing. I made my way through the streets and to a large apartment building. I knew I would see friends in there. I took the elevator up, got off and walked through a long hallway until I came to the apartment where my friends were. Knocked and went in. Everyone was speaking Chinese and I totally understood that something had gone very wrong and they were very upset. A moment later a group of men come through the door and begin shooting everyone. They shoot me a couple times and I lay on the floor pretending to be dead. I made a big mistake and moved. They tell one of the men to shoot me again. As I look up at him I realize he is someone that I am very close to, someone that I have a sexual/love relationship with, but it is secret. He pretends to shoot me, but actually shoots the floor right next to me. The other guys aren't paying attention because they are looking for something and so they just assume he shot me again. I lay very still. They finally leave. I continue to lay there, afraid to move, afraid they may come back. I am covered in blood. I finally crawl to the door, get out and crawl along the hallway. The dream ends.
The thing that gets me about this dream is that I really feel that while sleeping I had somehow entered the body of a real person and shared her horrible experience with her. Aside from that I felt she knew I was there and wanted me to see these things.
I still don't know what to make of that dream. I have never had a dream (that I remember) in which I was a totally different person, in a totally different country and speaking a different language.
Whoever that girl was I hope that someone found her and that she lived.
Add -- Something I forgot to mention, the only reason I knew that I was a beautiful Chinese girl is because the apartment I was in had a huge mirror that I saw myself in. I was shocked to not see my actual self in that mirror.
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I was shot by my father 4 times back in 1985. Only 9 years old. Ran outta blood and died but the paramedics shocked me back to life. I am a male not female. My mother was also shot a few times and lived..Had a half brother who was not shot bla bla bla. My father slowly turned schizophrenic after the divorce. Thought satan and aliens were fuckin with him end of the world bull shit. Too many details to give. Anywho 10 years later as a teenager after many psychedelic experiences I finally had my true break through. The "ELVES "showed me the true science of the so called apocalypse. Ever listen to the GD estimated prophet song, something like that. Fuck the Christ leader scinerio. Becides the fire wheel there is a fan to exaust all the fire. Only 1.5 million choosen ones. They told me it should work but nothing is for sure, even for them. Told me it it was tested, should hopefully do the job and kill every one and not ruin the planet but nothing is for sure, even for them.God bless Terrance McKenna and Jerry Garcia. Wished they lived long enough to see it. Happy 2012
Vision started wid some old buddhist blind master talkin some crazy shit.
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I am really sad about your childhood violent experience. It just really sucks.
I don't find anything offensive about Jesus though. Everything he is recorded as saying is good. It is the rest of the bible and the men interpreting what he said that really bothers me because it doesn't seem to reflect what he had been preaching at all.